"S-stop...you dont know what your saying!" ~she exclaims looking much different, suddenly she didnt seem so immature something in her eyes changed suddenly~
"You want to know something, sometimes immaturity perceived isnt true immaturity...sometimes a defense mechanism. My immaturity as you call it came about after i did something terrible. And now thanks to you pup, that shield is gone." ~she crosses her arms and flashes into a tree appearing across from him she leans against the trunk~ "But you were correct...the last time i killed, it was terrible. this happened 278 years ago, i was only 22, truly a pup to my kind. I was staying in an inn, in Furinkan and some town guards who had admitted me decided they wanted to 'play' and by play i mean rape...I was terrified and afraid, and when they had me pinned and started cutting off my clothes...something exploded out of me...i let loose enough demonic energy to level half of Furinkan...i took over 200 innocent lives in a split second. I was devastated and destroyed, i couldnt bear it, so i slipped into the shell that has protected me, a shell that comprised of carefree actions and attitude, if i didnt care about anything except having fun i wouldnt remember. It worked and i could let my energies flow freely through me, enhancing my speed, augmenting my strength. But i cant allow my power to reign free anymore...not without my shell...You see, something worse than just the knowledge i took hundreds of innocent lives happened to me that night. As i fled the burning town, deep down, i felt pride, pride that i had caused all that destruction, pride i had killed all those people. Now i must restrict my power...though i am greatfull i am truly me again...i hate that i must feel the pain regret and fear again. Now i ask you again, which do you think is better in this world that is crumbling under that malevolent queens rule? A companion with the ability to use her inherant power to its fullest, even though she acts like a pup...or a companion who fears to even touch her power simply to keep it restrained and locked away for fear she'll like killing?"